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Hello!
Gawrsh its been so long since I've posted! So much has been happening lately, I'll cut it to short, I fell inlove with Peter, but we aren't going out, he knows cause' I told him I liked him, we didn't talk for one week but then he apologised, so we talk now, he opens up alot to me and I appreciate the fact he trusts me, Hes a very shy and nervous guy who doesn't have much to say but I don't care thats just him and thats what I love about him, Wish I was more beautiful and thinner for a guy like that, but we all should like the way we are, we've got to live like it. One day I hope he loves me back.. I'll wait aslong as I can, thats if I still love him.

Heartbroken Teen.

-Hazel

Good Evening Everybody!
School today was alright actually, needles tomorrow not fun, not fun at all I absolutely hate them! Today at school it rained.. it continued to rain and it Maths we have a seating plan lucky enough I got assigned next to a aquantince named Robert everytime we see each other down the halls headin' to class hes like KATE! and I'm like ROBERT! Its just random things you do these days and with a guy named Peter hes quite the random fella, "LOOK ITS KATE!","LOOK ITS PETEY!","HI KATE!" Haha ahh. 
In food tech god me and Dillon can be such spastics, I told Dillon one of my famous jokes,"There was a duck I don't remember how it ends but your mothers a whore", Haha I felt sorry for the other two guys sitting with us, one of them was Peter he was like falling asleep poor fellow, wanted to poke him hehe. It got abit quiet and the teacher was full on yelling again hurted me and Dillon's ears, god shes annoying and small, then Dillon randomly said in our table,"Why do men have nipples?","Wtf? Don't ask me","Kate why do you have nipples?" the funny thing is that Peter looked at me or simply a glimpse when Dillon asked that of course I was laughing and kinda alittle embarassed that Peter looked at me.. kinda thought to myself,"What was Peter thinking?" ohwell.. the dude is alright Peter is cool.
Me and Dillon are crazy, I think we scared the little guy next to me haha, another story Matt gave me a sort of bear hug, he hugged me so tight he cracked my spine, and it felt BAD AND WEIRD! It still hurts now, Another story some guy bumped into me in the hallway I was almost out the door and he was like "sorry!" and the idiot he was! The lockers were like falling down next to him and he had to lift them back up, some of his friends laughed at him, mind you hes one of the nice jocks kinda really did though I mean geez why do boys insist on jumping around crazily like nothing is going to happen and something did happen, it wasn't like all the lockers were connected to each other down all the hall just like corner lockers and he did manage not to make the lockers fall on him, and to think if he didn't stop it, I would of lost a toe.

-Hazel

Morning.
Its five in the morning, and I feel like absolute crap, I had one of those childish nightmares again, its weird what your brain can do while your sleeping, creating a mini-movie for you but your the one who has no choice and has to endure it. This dream somehow upsetted me it was of those dinosaur and alien dreams, I'll tell you this dream before I forget it.
Dad was driving us through the forest, just me and my sister Amiee, in a big truck, and thats stupid cos my dad doesn't really drive trucks, but back to the story.. then we came upon this huge shed, I had sheds.. scare me. and the door to it was like open and something was inside it was weird, there was this tree inside this shed too like it was abandoned cos there was dead leaves everywhere and the shed's outside was old and like scratched, and the only way home was the pass inside the shed but we wanted to have alook inside first, (I didn't), so we got out and walked inside, to our horror there was this UFO inside, old and covered in vines like its been there for ages, we ran back to the truck and got inside and then these things started to fly out from inside the shed, it wasn't aliens but dinosaurs, dad started the truck and drove through the shed the dinosaurs didn't follow us just seemed like they were escaping.
Then my dream took us somewhere else, to a loungeroom that was familar to my own but yeah, I guess it was only my sisters and me living in it, I for some reason was ready to go out, and my sister amiee walked out of her room dressed aswell, my little sister hadn't showed up yet, I figured this was going to be a good dream, but even I felt a bad feeling in the dream it wasn't safe, then my little sister came out and said,"I won't go till you straighten my hair! I look horrible!" then Amiee went,"Chanelle you should of asked me to straighten your hair two hours ago and now we need to go!" and I said,"Where are we going?" and Amiee said,"To the movies duh." then Chanelle went,"Please!? I don't want to feel like I'm ugly!" at this point I felt horrible, then all of a sudden, me and Amiee were about to leave and Chanelle sat on the couch then she got up and said,"FINE! I'LL GO!" she already looked good from my pov. For some reason I turn my back for one second to see Chanelle already heading out to the car which dad was waiting, then I turn around to see this knocked-out Reptar,(did my brain place that in there? Its like some kind of reality show making it interesing, then Amiee walked over it and came by me and was counting money from her purse all I saw basically she had $10 & $5 and then I relised that wouldn't be enough so I grabbed my school bag quickly and saw the reptar gaining consious, I screamed,"Quick! Amiee I've got $20 lets go!" and then Amiee went,"I don't think $10 will hold this door shut, I was confused but didn't question, the reptar stood up and looked at us, Amiee did something I don't know she DID something the reptar ran up to me and was like it was on a leash it couldn't get near but everytime I backed away it got closer, so I ended up being backed up to the window and Amiee was just watching, I was terrified wacking it away trying to get to the door it backed away each time and... thats when I woke up just before. Hm very nice dream aye? I'll never ever know what happened.

Childish dreams are weird.. 

-Hazel

Good Evening!
How much sleep should one get? Me I don't get enough, I love sleeping I always have a nap everytime I get home cos school tires me out, I've got to get one of the cervical cancer needles tuesday, I've heard they don't hurt but I hate needles but I need to get use to them.
My friend Beccy completed her book yesterday, fantastic! I feel bad with my message to Dave thought it needed more.. I dunno Oof? I don't mean to pick between the Umbilical Brothers, I know I can relate more to Shane but I haven't met the fella, the same with David, heard David is a nice fellow, helped out Beth. I feel horrible that I can't help friends, I'd rather they not help me though I get through things by myself and thats what I find disapointing the only thing I hate in myself.. does it prove I'm like strong or something? I don't know. 
Lucky Beth and Bec are going to that show Febuary 12th, wish I could go but can't order anything online which sucks, but parents might have a point to the credit card thing, Jack's credit card account money got stolen because he always ordered stuff online and used his credit card too much. I wish for myself to meet the Umbies one day.. but the question is, what would you do? You would like to leave a smart impression but why not a funny impression? Or just be yourself... best way! Haha well I better get to sleep, I need sleep, school and all .. yuck.

-Hazel

G'day
I've began to feel so bored lately, School is pissing me off and thats all my moods are.. happy, angry, happy, angry god! Its like life is ment to be shit! Can't anything exciting happen!? Or am I just ment to be the boring girl with no life!? Maybe I should go to the Reject Shop Kidding! Haha!

Ello!
School wasn't the best today, it was okay but it sure is hell. I basically really only have one friend in my class and no friends in History, but in my electives I'm fine. Why does it when you wish for something so bad it always does the opposite, I guess I was always ment to have the bad luck it sucks. I'm fine with being alone I don't really care anymore its just the opinions the others lay on you and it annoys me well I'm tired I'm off for a nap.

-Hazel

Horrible
I am not excited about school and definitely not looking forward to it, School has always sucked for me and I am not the most popular person around I only basically go there for my education and friends the only fun thing is friends.  Well we just have to see lets hope I am not alone in class this year! I'll give you info tomorrow.

Goodbye and Wish me Luck!

Greetings All!
I'm back from my trip from good old Queensland and I'm alittle tired, But I had to pop something back in this journal, I swear I'm beginning to see spiderwebs.
On to the stories, when we arrived I was so awefully tired the hotel was marvelous and gorgeous, the view we got too was stunning I loved it I feel as though I can relax in Queensland, Umina is so stressful I do want to get out of here as soon as I'm 18 but I don't want to leave my parents yet.
OFF THAT!
Ok yes ahem, okay so I basically feel asleep for the rest of that day hehe. The next day we travelled to Dreamworld, to tell you the truth Dreamworld is alright and everything but its like just a park for little kids theres like not much extreme rides or anything really so yeah not much friggin' fun that day, I was basically looking forward to Movieworld because thats like the best park there really, Yeah so I'll get to it, Beth is short, and cute hehe, shes like me in a way but I'm not as lazy haha. 
It was pretty quiet on the way to movieworld you know (first meeting awkwardness) I was trying to think of what to say the whole way and failed miserably! So I felt bad then well I'll cut it short we got to the Superman ride she was evilly laughing at me the whole time and asked if I was nervous XD well of course I WAS! And I didn't really care through-out the start of it either until we got to the place to go into it.
Me and Beth were talking about how nervous we're going to be and how we were both going to scream and this random chick goes,"Your going to scream? I'll scream with you okay?" It was pretty funny she was nervous as us, and we got into the ride thing GOD IT SO SCARY! I was holding on so tight geesus, after we got off the bones in my hands hurted like hell and I was so shaking alittle but it was so FRIGGIN' AWESOME! Never got on it again just to jot that down.
Yeah through-put the day my little sister got pissy and we had to go on some rides with her well she didn't choose to but in the end I convinced her, and we ended up going in the Scooby Doo ride, and on the last one we screamed our heads off haha because we felt like it, it was the best. 
I got a haircut the next day also, it was good to feel all that pressure fall off my head, it felt nice too and also we found Ab King Pro but we couldn't get it dammit. Then the next day we went to the movies and visited the Wild Life Sanctuary it was both fun, actually fed the kangaroos this time don't trust holding a Koala might crap on you lol.
Yeah I'm beat man I should really fall off to bed but I have one more thing to mention.
I think I saw the Umbilical Brothers today while driving home towards Sydney it must've just been my imagination who knows right? Obviously the people in the car hehe.

Night loves.
-Hazel

Sawateka!
I'm back counting down till we leave in 2 hours, I should be getting some sleep but I'm too excited, you know that feeling? Yazzah! We're going to be filming a video so I'll return with a lovely video for yous!

-Hazel
P.S I know it was short but bare with me.

Konnichwa!
Yes! The trip to Queensland is still on, I can't wait we're leaving some time tonight like I said earlier in my other entry. 
Its so cool, we're coming back on monday I'm bringing my laptop to Queensland aswell to talk to friends at night.  The school is going to be starting up UGH! Then all my blogs would proberly be about school shit.
And that will SUCK! I better get some sleep, Yeah its 11 somethin, and I'm still tired.

-Hazel.

Hello All!
Well this is to be considered my first journal, well anyway.
Its currently late in the morning, and "today" sometime tonight I am leaving to Queensland hopefully, because I really want to meet a friend in Queensland up there! Hopefully, we're going to a themepark together! You know Movie World gawrsh. My favourite one.
Have any of yous ever registered to the Umbilical Brother's forum? Yeah thats where me and my friend met hehe. Its late, maybe I should scadaddle off to bed soon, well the bad thing about today is that if the hotel has no room for us we cannot go and that sucks balls. So yeah.. well it was quite a short entry hopefully I'll post something tomorrow IF I go to Queensland, I'll tell you anything new.

-Hazel.